` TRUST & RESPECT

Didnot attend school cos i was damn lazy. Lagi pon Rully nvr go so i also lor nvr go.

Btw guys, dont call my house fone cause i no more live there. Now , i live at Rully's house.

His family seriously fucking gerek accept for dawson. Haha!

They are like my own family now.

Oke actually i wanted to post something about my feelings towards one this girl.

Since Rully told me something about her feeling.

You ,

I know i have been saying that i dont need girls in my life to make me happy.

But i was wrong. Cause i know there will be huge different being love by a girl.

I nvr wanted to tell you that i love you cause i know there will be someone else in your heart.

I never show you my real feelings towards you.

I dont know how to tell you.

I dont know if you care.

I want to say i love you but i dont even dare.

Its true you may not love me but i cant help the way i feel.

I dont know why i feel this way but i know this feeling is real.

You dont know how hard it is to keep my jealousy to see you will other guys.

But i know that is the only best way to hide my feelings that i had for you for a long time.

Theres nothing else that i can do but just secretly love you.

Sometimes i just wanted to shout and wash this feelings away.

If only it were that easy, i would not be feeling this today.

Im sorry for keeping this feelings towards you.

& I will keep loving you secretly.

Bye !

msn : ash.riq@hotmail.com

-------------------------------------